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2005-05-11 - 2:24 p.m.

May 10th, 2005
10:35 am: life sucks donkey balls.
sometimes my life really sucks donkey balls. we have no phone service. haven't for over a month now. as of yesterday afternoon, we don't have electricity either. yay us. we are so fucking white trash. i'm at the public library right now updating this stupid thing...because my home computer is now a big ass paperweight.

i really wanted to update...but the library computer doesnt' seem to want to let me. fuck it. no one wants to read this shit anyway.

Gah. i'm in such a pissy mood. i don't get paid for another two weeks. my roommate doesn't get paid for another two weeks. and my husband doesn't get paid at all. super.

i say fuckit! i'll pack up the whole damn lot of them, and move to mexico. i'll even take stitch...he'd make a damn cute cabana boy.

i really don't know what to do. i don't have an overwhelming sense of doom this time...maybe that's because i know we'll get thru it somehow...we always do...or maybe just this has happened so many times before, that i just don't give a shit anymore.

whatever. anyway, i'm gonna go sit in teh corner of the library, quietly reading a book i have no interest in for an hour or so...so i can secretly use the electrical outlet to recharge the cell phone and my ipod. ya. i rock.
Current Mood: pretty shitty
Current Music: none at the moment.

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Ok, so that was the entry I made yesterday, but couldn’t post. However, today is much better…so far.

We got the power turned back on at about 9:30 last night. Husband has a couple of really great friends who loaned us a butt-load of money.

Husband has a job interview today. Second interview, actually…so hopefully it’ll all work out. Only problem is, it might be overseas. I mean, it sounds kinda exciting, and it’d be a great job for him…but we’ve never been apart for more than 3 days at a time in all the 7 years we’ve been married. It’ll be weird at the very least.

I never did charge my ipod yesterday. I brought the extension cord for it, but forgot the plug. Pfft. I’m sooooo smart.

We had a super BBQ for supper last night. That was one good thing about having no power…sometimes improvising works out better. Yummy.

Ok. Work is getting difficult. Not that work has changed…but my ADD is really bad right now. I get so friggin distracted!!! I need more Ritalin. I was hoping I could go off it, and that the antidepressants would be enough. Oops. Wrong.

Ok. Someone make my headache go away…NOW!!!

Speaking of slacking…I should go. There is a ton of stuff to update. Like literally…a TON of minutia that makes up the substance of my life…but right now…between the pain in my head, the sagging of my eyelids from not sleeping (due in part to the pain in my head), and the fact that I am waaaaaaaaaaay behind in my work…I don’t have the time. Soon. Really. Honest.

Thanks for hanging in there. You guys are awesome.

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