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2005-07-12 - 8:12 a.m.

Just remembered the dream I had last night…was very strange and I’m not sure what it means (if anything).

Apparently, I decided to cut all my fingers off. I used big razor blade or something, and just…chopped them off! Then, I put the fingers in a ziploc baggie, and went to the Emergency Department where they admitted me, and sewed them back on. Then I had to explain to everyone why I couldn’t go to work, and why I was at the hospital. I remember telling everyone that I’d had an ‘accident’, but didn’t tell them that I’d actually chopped them off myself.

Oddly enough…after they sewed them back on…it was like they were healed right away, with only a faint ring of scar tissue around the base of each finger, and they worked perfectly well, except for some mild stiffness and achiness.

I wish I could remember more of the dream, like maybe the parts leading up to me cutting off my fingers…cuz I can’t figure out why I did that. I’m pretty sure it was all tied up in my past self-harm behavior…but chopping off all my own fingers?! Gah!

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